Here I am, in one of my classes. The students are all busy doing their computer work and I am even busier blogging and writing about stuff that's been happening today. Not all of them are too important to be put here but it's okay I assume. So this morning I had to go to Kuningan to sign a contract between some company and myself. The agreement took less than an hour but the traffic of going there was super horrible. It almost made me swear all the way there. I almost had a fight with somebody regarding the heat and traffic.
Then I decided to go to work instead of going home directly because I realized it was already past one.
Arriving at work, I thought there was a powercut in the building. Indeed there was but at exactly the same time I entered my office the powercut came back to normal. It was like I was magical.How relieving. Remembering how hot the weather this afternoon, being able to feel the breeze of air conditioner did make my day better. Still, my hair was such a mess!
By the way I haven't eaten anything proper today. I am just not that hungry, or perhaps I am pretending not to be hungry. All those comments on my weight has been too much and strangling me, literally. I mean, I dont really think I am overweight, but how I have been criticised makes me lose more confidence day by day. How can I lose weight when others are judging me all the time?
In front of those liking to give me criticisms, I always try to look okay with it. But it's got on my nerves and it's making me sick! I am not blaming them, I am just feeling so pitiful for them for having the time to actually care about how I look. Don't they have other things to do?
Well, I need to go back to reality. Go back to class and entertain students by teaching them. How cynical I am today huh. have a great day folks
I'll keep posting, x
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