PRAYERS

I have always been taught to continuously pray and be grateful. I know and i am not tired of it.

In what I believe, mandatory prayers are done five times a day.

Some people around me always tell me that i am sinful whenever i do something bad, or something God doesn't allow.

Life, didn't feel and look so complicated then.

At the moment, it is getting more and more challenging.

This fear of making mistakes and committing more wrongdoings is also growing wild.

Various sayings, beliefs, opinions and thoughts, viewpoints have started to drag me slightly to a different direction.

But I don't have enough courage to walk farther from the starting line i took a long time ago.

I am still holding on to what has been my guidance all these years. And i am sure i am not going to take another turn.

Though my path has now changed. It is sort of trickery and slippery. I easily find myself become confused of what to do and not to do.

But the thing is sometimes I enjoy not doing what I am supposed to be doing; but nevertheless the fear keeps haunting me. i hate making faults; but i know it's inevitable.

dear The Mightiest, please never leave me :-)

Tmelania