SELF NOTE TO MYSELF

Morning, assalamualaikum... 

Looks like it's going to be a beautiful day for most of us, due to the fact that it is Sunday already and we can all take more time snuggling in bed with our loved one(s); mine is still asleep, although she has been circling here and there for no specific reason :]

We took her for a short swim yesterday, because I thought her fever had gone away, but then after 6 PM, she started showing her terrible mood, and then I saw a little snot coming out from one of her nostrils, oh dear, she caught the flu, I said to myself. I felt sorry for letting her play in the water too long, my bad.

My brother and his family dropped by last night, and they also brought along with them a lot of Pempek (traditional Palembang dish) and Keripik Sanjay (Spicy Cassava Chips from West Sumatra), and we were also treated some bakso malang (meatball dish). It was absolutely a filling night, a tummy-filling night to make it clear :]

"I am thankful for all difficult people in my life; They have shown me who I do not want to be."

I have been doing intense talks to the all-Seeing and all-Knowing, normally after the mandatory formal prayers, and doing it has truly given me something more like self-awareness. I mean, all these years I have spent as an adult, I came to a realization only months ago that some things and some people in life are not meant to be in MY life. They deserve another spot somewhere else in this whole wide world. I am certain Allah is taking me somewhere beautiful in the end, with all the incidents that since the start of the process have always been so smooth and easy, so there must be something eventually.

Let's take it this way, you see it is POSITIVE when there is progression today compared to yesterday; but when it is the opposite, it is regression. It applies to not only material things, but more to self-spirituality, self-introspection, self-bettering-process. 

There is really something ahead for us :-*

Tmelania